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I just found out I'm pregnant and I'm not happy about it. Quick backstory: I'm about to turn 40 and recently married my boyfriend of six years. We almost didn't get married because he did not want to have kids and I was not prepared to say never.

After many (many) conversations and one near breakup -- a sad but kind one -- he decided he'd rather be with me and would be open to having a child if it happened.

Well, it's happened, and all I feel is dread. It's been a week and I can't seem to dig up one happy feeling. My husband says it's totally up to me what I want to do, though he's understandably concerned that I'm not more excited, and worried about proceeding if that doesn't change.

I feel absolutely disgusting for putting him through this. I'm scared about logistics and finances but mostly that I'll miss my current life and be miserable with a baby. I'm so stressed out that I can't believe there's any cortisol left in my body and I feel like I'm going down a shame spiral at a moment when I need a clear head. How can I get myself back on track to make this decision?

I was not prepared to say neverと I can't seem to dig up one happy feelingとget myself back on trackの訳を教えてください。あと、logisticsとは何のことでしょうか？よろしくお願いします

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１。I was not prepared to say neverの訳を教えてください。

　絶対に（子供は作ら）ない、とは私は言えなかった。

２。 I can't seem to dig up one happy feelingの訳を教えてください。あと、logisticsとは何のことでしょうか？

　たった一つの喜びの感情さえ掘りあげることはできない気がした　＞　ほんのちっぽけな嬉しい気持ちさえもすくい上げらなかった。

３。get myself back on trackの訳を教えてください。

　私自身を線路に戻す　＞　私の辿ってきた正常な軌道に戻る　＞　昔の私に帰る

４。あと、logisticsとは何のことでしょうか？

　戦術、やり方、ここでは、急に予期しない子供ができたので、今まで通り仕事には出られない、着るもの、食べるもの、収入減や支出増の「遣り繰り」
https://eow.alc.co.jp/search?q=logistics

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