よろしくお願いします
For the last few months, I have been in a weird headspace. Before that, anxiety was threatening to take over my life, but now I have lost interest in everything I used to like, and all the people I used to hang out with have started feeling like nuisances. My therapist says it's because of stress, but . . . I'm not stressed. I'm not anything. I'm just sort of empty.
Not the "Everything is terrible and I hate life" kind of empty. I just stopped having feelings for most of the things in my life. A girl I knew, her mother died over the winter break, and when she called to tell me, I couldn't even react, because I didn't really care (with lack of a better way to put it.)
Furthermore—and this is the part that scares me a little—I have sort of stopped feeling that my actions can have consequences. There have been little things, like binging and hurling it up, but it has been getting worse. Several times, I have run across a busy street when I had the red light, to see if I was fast enough. I've jumped off of high walls and fences to see if I could break my fall. Last week, a friend and I went swimming in the city harbor, with no regard for the fact it was below freezing.
hurling it upとbreak my fallの意味をお願いします。 below freezingは氷点下以下ということでしょうか？よろしくお願いします
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