こんにちは、lucy11!
私はがんばります
I don't think this is my selfishness.
Over here, there is no Japanese TV program, no Japanese food, no hospital, no book store, nothing. Of course friends and family are not here.
Pretty much every day, I eat a meal made from American ingredients that I don't want to eat. There is also no place for recreation here.
However, you live in your hometown, where your friends and family are near, where you can eat your own country's food, and when you turn on the TV, your expected TV program in your own language comes on.
If we get into an argument, you can consult with and complain to your family, but for me, there is nobody to consult with, and nobody to listen to my complaints. You say you are stressed out and then do things like go to a bar or strip club. If you do things like that, then why does the stress build up?
In this Ohio, which seems as if it is stuck in the 80s period, there is no hope or dreams.
Whether this town makes people hopeless/useless or it attracts only hopeless/useless people I don't know, but I can only see this town as manure where trashy people grow out of. Of course, there is no change of station (PCS). I want you to tell me, what should I do my best to support? If we think differently, if our futures divulge on different courses, I don't think I see a reason to stay together. I want you to tell me about this. When I see your Re-enlistment picture, I begin to cry. If every morning I wake up, and it seems like a dream, then everything is a really, really bad dream for me.