日本語にお願いします!!
以下の文章です。
I will not apologise, because I intentionally said what I said. Because I am acid and mean when I am sad and angry.
oh it was a joke, but I didn't tell it to be funny
I realized that you have no interest at all in talking with me. That is why I am angry.
I am probably angrier with myself, for having thought you cared about me. However, you do not.
Even if you say it, it is not true. If “i'll be busy " is enough to forbid us from talking by voice, even if you have time, it means I count nothing for you, evidently. Fine. I take it as it is.
I thought you didn’t often ask me to talk because you were shy, and maybe were afraid my answer was no.
But no, you never do that because the truth is you don’t care at all about it.